"And I'll be strong"




Even if it all goes wrong.
Today will be history.

Dragging feet home, with tear-staind blouse,dry eyes exhausted from crying. Winds roguishly meddle with my ponytail.
-Sometime, when I give you a call, I do it on purpose.With valid reason.But all I get are busy tones.The school didnt end the way I want it to, instead the opposite. I was upset. I realised what Joyce said was right, the feeling of being accused is totally frustating. I hate to disappoint people who has high hopes on me, but at the same time, I couldnt strive to be perfect. People tend to take advantage of the existence of explaination . Instead of giving proper reasoning/explaination, excuses were delivered to the eardrums often. Thus, as times past, explaination was subsituted by excuses. People no longer give a damn nor trust explaination. So, the ques now is, those people who always give excuses, have they ever spare a thought for those people who might be using explaination just to gain back trust in future? How would you feel when your mistakes can actually be covered up by explaination but, because of the misinterpretion of explaination, your explaination was rejected. And your mistakes couldnt be amended? ): Convincing people with truths is a tough task especially when you already lost someone trust.-

Its hard to pen down everything that've been running wild in my mind. I tell myself, 'Never give up, Never back down, Never lose faith'. Never. I love my friends. Thanks. Thanks, is never enough.

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REPLIES TO TAGGERS



PEIMIN.: "STITCH! :D"
---- YES! Cute right? thanks to Somi.




JOANNA: "HELLO !"
---- HELLO.




ADRIANA: "ehm, KENE PAY UP EH ? i pay pakai monopoly cash uh. ke nak 10 rupiah ? D mr teo talked about rupiah and so ill pay in rupiahs. uh, adriana lame seh ! tapi irina lagi lame :DDD"
---- OF COURSE LAAAAAA! HAHHAAHA, Monopoly ke, Rupiah ke, boleh ajer ahhh! Must attach the money with wel-wishing note/letter. Hehehehe, who knows tngah sumpah sumpah masa kasi, so must well-wishing abit uhhh. LOL.
ADRIANA: "idk if i have replied to your tag or not. hahaha, but nvm i shall tag again. EHNEEEWAY, why rashidah kening become lidat seh ? haha, joking uh. She should've put down her fringe, it's be nicer seh ;D"
----- YOU REPIED! *Arrow pointing the tag above* Idk, rashidah kening, is an artistic mistake. My mum punye salah laaaa. But I got help me amend it uhhh. I tried my best ): If put down fringe,, hmmm. Idk ah, I didnt see how my uncle help her set the heair, I went to take food for her. So lucky of her, got servant siakkk. HAHAHHAAHA!




SinYee: "hellos~"
---- HELLO.




nisa: "im from 1e5:))"
------ Ouh, next time see me, say hello luhhh! :D
nisa: "you are so gorgeoussssssssssssss;)"
---- Oh thanks you, next time say hello to me uh!





HUISZE: "OHMY THE PHOTOS ARE SUPER AWESOMMMMMEEE , Fine awesome-er than mineee but nevermind! pretty ah deh, don't need to humble and reply saying no lah where got no lah blahblah, because I understand : D I know you're going to say awwww huisze is so sweet well nevermind that is the fact the you know I know the whole world knows :D & I'll splash laksa on your face one fine great day okay. Yes and EYELINER, yes keep that secret don't tell anyeone okay, shhhh! hahaha, okay im off to do homework, Im also being coerced to tag right? hahaha not bad ah your vocab, as I do not wish to - CONTEMPLATE of the consequences of not tagging, like also being splashed by laksa or don't know what : D haha, new word! it means don't dare to think, from TYS 2004! OKAY BYE!"
----- WAH! Six tags lehhhhh. *whistles* Break-record. HAHAHHAA. CONTEMPLATE, yu think I dont know ahhh! You think I o anughty never do homework is it? Huh huh huh, just taht you do it earlier niaaaa. Singlish, lol! In case you hd no idea, but obviously you had no freaking idea, cause I was laughing like Ive-hear-ajoke-in-my-life before kind of crazy. I read your tags over na dover again, and laugh till my sidea hurt, And my mum asked whats going on. And when she read your tag, she glared at me, and walked offff. Wthhhhell, adults had no sense of humour laaaaaaaaa. I got the most one okay! WHAHAHHAHAAHHA, and oh yeah, I was feeling very well just now, not physically but mentally (: But Im retty alright now. Thanks for your concern and study hard for Geog! Go HOHUISZE! :D No stress,no stress,no stress!





Angela: "OH. The She-male is scary ): LOL D: I like the pictures whr u made ur friend tear-ed and the sari one ;D. Jiayou!! =] And Darling became a chinese bride ;D. Oh as I said, i like ur big eyes and smile . Sean also very adorable. Haha. Whose son is that? (: Jeff is cute ;D. And ur mum suits the empress costume luh! Very elegant luhhhhhhhh! ;DD. Tell ur mum that she's COOL! "
----- HAHAHA, Yes! "She" is damn scary laaa, chor lor until like dont know what! HAHAHA, Chinese bride. My eyes not big laaa, shy smile. Sean adorable right?! Yesyes! He isso cute. My uncle's friend's sister's son. Weirddddd. Okay, I told my mum that she is cool and she is very excited about it. LOL!




JIAHUI: "HELLO IRINA!"
----- HELLO, JIAHUIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII! HAHAHHAAHAHA.




passery-by: "nice blog"
---- Gees, yours is not bad either (:




Banglalalalalalalalalala: "yo dear!lol wa u wan emo ar?ok lor let's emo tgt lor LOL waseh ur whole family from china siolxzxz! wa i see an obscene picture!LOL waseh wear qipao so chio LOL wa don't make me cannot sleep again. walao and i like 1 whole wek neva see u le..I MISS U!LOL ok ok byebye take care loves!and i noe u found a new man k?LOL byebye!:)"
---- Dear? HAHAHHAHA. Hello, Mr Methane! Okay, one day uh! Go out emo tgt, then I help you put on eyeliner, black blackkkkkkkkk. Woots! You will look like some miming man! Heyhey, what China?! Country-ist! And which picture is obscene uhhh? You cannot sleep then count sheep lor, lol, anti-climax. But its okay, cause your anti-climax-city is worseeeeeeeeee than me leh! Never see me, I busy woman lehhh, hotline, hot stuff, the person also hotttt! HAhahaha, your thick-skinness is contagious! Idiot.




YANLI ;D: "you looked so pretty with make-up LOL. ;DD somehow, the second photo you took with ur brother doesnt look like you. heehee. but then, pretty all the same lah! hahaha"
----- Everyone will be pretty with makeup on (: Its me laaaa, HAHHAHAH. Thanks.




marisa: "hello! haha, wah, so chioo seyy you and rashidah (mam) when in make-up!! seriously, but hw come rashidah with you?"
----- SHE IS MY GOOD FRIEND! :D So you tryna say when we are not in make up, we are ugly?!




Frederick: "at least you are smart to know that i am poking you :X imma always evil ! mu afafafa ! (:"
---- HAHAHAHHA! I can tell, dont know how many times you wna make me aoplogise, I might as well, kowtow now. *kowtow* HAHAHHAA.




S: "Why are you so pretty huh ?! HUH HUH HUH ?! & I imagine you as chinese ghost >> OMG ! SCARYYY. S:"
----- SHEENA! You're in Orchid Park right?? I thought I saw you just now, THOUGHT. The word is THOUGHT. HAHAHHAHAH! What chinese ghost?! Lol. So scaryyyy. Wait, Correction, Friendly Chinese Ghost, Irina! :D
S: "& Irina ! Whats your second song ? Its nice."
---- How do I breathe (:




vino :D: "eh you havent tag me yet!aha"
----- Tag alrd laaaa. Hahaha (: Dont see my name also. Hehe.




Weirdo: "Haha! How did you know i'll get the rope one? You mind reading weird freak : P You look pretty in that cheong sam!"
------ HAHAAHAH, Cause weirdo like you like weird things like me. But that doesnt mean I like that rope thingy too. Haaahahha, and thanks for the commpliment! Its sweet of you to compliment me instead of teasing! Hehehehe.




:) JIAYEEE: "hellos irina (:"
----- HELLO! :D




iSABEL: "OMG u know the pic wif u n ur mom holding fingers or something?i thot u guys were doing the ET thing HAHAHA. oya u look GORGEOUS.n tht waiter likes u. OBVIOUSLY. hahaha"
----- LOL! No laaaa, besides, we never thought of that. I should do that some day, hehhehe. Thanks for the idea! :D Oh, thanks for the compliment. That waiter? He is sweet, and nice. But he doesnt have my number, so yeah.




+wendy+: "WOAH, the racial harmony thing is cooool. lol. looks fun luh, i'm jealous. lol!"
---- HAHAHHA :D Yeah, its fun! And let me be a lil random, dont you think after being in Sec3, we seem t be like total stranger, or maybe not total stranger but partial? Anw, we still behave like stranger. Yeah.




zhiyu: "hmm...my school sends in about 2 each time. hahas. omg, i suddenly realised that i miss you all a lot!!! hahas, we MUST plan an IZEL outing. Rock on IZEL! xD"
---- HAHAHAHHA! You so random, reminds me of Nauar! HAHHAHA :D Must laaaa, but must all free then can. Without Kalam, and Joseph, the outing might suck, );




sherrin (:: "jeff is so cute larhs.. hahahs.. ur mum is COOL! LOL! (: i didnt know that you all did extra work for the banner."
---- My bro cute mehhhhh? eeeeeeee. HAHAHAHAHA. My mum what, of course laaaa, you see who's the daughter?! Heheheeh. We did alot of EXTRA work lorrrr, and slept late because of it too.





yiqian: "yeah, we dont really like mrs eu. all against her. how was she last year?"
---- She was the same, but we were more matured than you guys uhhh. We understood her intentions. It was all really for our own good. Seriously. I think she is one of the best tcher. (: Trust me.




MINXIA(:: "IRINA.!(: MISS EU LOADS LARHS.!(:"
---- I ALSO LAAAAAAA, TSKTSKTSK! OUTING, I DEMAND OUTING! ANW, GOODLUCK FOR YOUR CAMP. DONT SCAREEEEE! HAHAHAA :D

"Ive found a new man"




The one that keep me high.








YESTERDAY,
Did modelling for Racial Harmony Celebration at Tanglin CC.
I thought that it was small scale, I was wrong.
Wtfffffff.
HAHAHHAAH.


Good experiences.
Had fun!
And we won.
Hehhehehe :D


I not gna go into detail.
Any ques, go to tagboard please, and I'll reply.


Photosssssss
















Rashidah, make-uping!










Jeff!











Granny!










Penny.










Rashidah, after makeup. But before hairdo.









Hair-doing.






























Done! :D





















After make up and hair do! Pretty Rasidah! :D









Lip glossing. LOL!






















































Mummy.











LOVE! :D










I love you, my dear.


















Elegant right?









Mummy, as the Empress.









Super Empress!







































Rashidah, Penny, Aunty Ally, Mummy, Aunty Lucy.



















Aunty Lucy's.









Mummy's.






























Gosh, I look awkward uhhh.










Yes, Im tired.




















Heheheh, cute! :D






































Look ay her shoes. HAHAHAA.



























PERFORMANCES




WESTERN group.














INDIAN group!









Hahaha,abit like ghost right? Oops. My mummy, ahahhaha.







CHINESE group.
*Didnt manage to capture Malay group*









Mummy, and Uncle.







The one sitting are the VIPs.








(:







My love.








This is a uhmm, you know. She-male?







Aunty Ally, and Sean! He is damn adorable.








Look at Sean! Goshhhh, lovely.









MALAY group, came in second! :D









We got first (:







PHOTO TAKING! :D









HEHEHHEHE :D Racial Harmony.









Malays, cool!


















Pretty, cantik! ((:









Heheh, my mummy says HE VERY HANDSOME.
Btw, He is one of the emcees.









One of the waiter.
He is very nice, he gave me water to drink secretly.
HAHAHAHA.








THATS ALL!
COOL DAY.
:D