Dragging feet home, with tear-staind blouse,dry eyes exhausted from crying. Winds roguishly meddle with my ponytail.
-Sometime, when I give you a call, I do it on purpose.With valid reason.But all I get are busy tones.The school didnt end the way I want it to, instead the opposite. I was upset. I realised what Joyce said was right, the feeling of being accused is totally frustating. I hate to disappoint people who has high hopes on me, but at the same time, I couldnt strive to be perfect. People tend to take advantage of the existence of explaination . Instead of giving proper reasoning/explaination, excuses were delivered to the eardrums often. Thus, as times past, explaination was subsituted by excuses. People no longer give a damn nor trust explaination. So, the ques now is, those people who always give excuses, have they ever spare a thought for those people who might be using explaination just to gain back trust in future? How would you feel when your mistakes can actually be covered up by explaination but, because of the misinterpretion of explaination, your explaination was rejected. And your mistakes couldnt be amended? ): Convincing people with truths is a tough task especially when you already lost someone trust.-

Its hard to pen down everything that've been running wild in my mind. I tell myself, 'Never give up, Never back down, Never lose faith'. Never. I love my friends. Thanks. Thanks, is never enough.