I don’t know how to say this but it feels weird. &I don’t think you will be bothered to read this. I think I miss you. It’s this funny kind of feeling that is meddling with my heart. Missing someone is a torment. Especially when you realise how important he is, only when he is gone. But human can’t help doing it. We take things for granted, you see. Its hard for me to tell you repeatedly that I miss you, because, the novelty will wear off. Till then, you won’t take my words for real, even if I mean it; right from the bottom of my heart. Monster, I wanted so much to forget you. You are taking over me. I wanted to see you, just that the hectic lifestyle I’m in. I know my hectic schedule turns you off. But what I can do? I’m this. I can’t help it. & I can’t make up my mind if I like you. There is so much, not many, uncertainties in me. That I can’t share with you. You might think that I love to bottle things up & keep things to myself. But yeah, I do. I’m afraid of a lot of reasons that a guy will never understand. I appreciate all the care that you showered on me. I miss you messaging me, Take care, Don’t catch cold, Drink more water; weather is hot &so ‘on. I miss you. Even if we were not what we want to be, the least we could be is friends. Right? We might not be together, but friends who watch over each other. Isn’t that good enough? To be honest, when you’re not there, my heart is racing for you. I think, I miss you.